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Tuesday, 5-Dec-2006 01:52 Email | Share | | Bookmark
hOme sWeEt HomE~

jz some crap thoughts i hav in mind....

I jz have to write an entry b4 i forget all the details of coming home for the last time fr oz..otherwise the sweet memories might be a blurr...
looking back through my entries, mstly i wrote on how fast time flies...well...look at me now..im home d...how fast is dat! some ppl din even noe i had gone to oz...hahhha..
neways..aira jz called...wanna hang out this evenin..on thursday she's goin bck to kustem...oh well..

the most important thing since im bck now...is to adapt to the life which i was so used to...
wat im most anxious about is to go bck to ipba n meet my frens whom i've lost cnct wif for 2 years!

anxious about studying for another year! which i hav to start being serious all over again..this time i hav to put on gear5 mind u! oh man...i so regret that i din get ne strait As...boo hoo hoo
next yr i'l b havin 2 new ank sedare! yeay!!! double yeay!
mm...wat else? well save some for later..honestly..im jz lazy to write some more ahhah...k.
enuff is enuff...byees~


Saturday, 23-Sep-2006 07:30 Email | Share | | Bookmark
hmmm...pose 2006?~

mmm...tup..tup da nk blk...aii...cpt sgguh mase berlalu...
tp siape sangke steve irwin tuh nk mati ekk...isk..isk...
quite affected gk laa..siap ley nangis..aish...hahah
bkn sng nk kuakn air mate nih...
jz dat..feel like i knw him...me n my dad...
we used to watch his shows n my dad jz love tokin bout him...hehhe...
ayoh..ayoh...kinda miss him...ok ok...gonna cal n tok to evryone...

secondly..cant bliv it's ramadhan again..i mean we'l knw for sure a lil' bit later... but
seriously, i mean...kalu kire last year was like i was counting the days to go back...
u knw dat last minute decision nk balik ke tk, nk blk ke tk...hehhe...last2 due to za nye pujuk rayu
haa...blk gk aku...wahahaha...but well...last year smpt pose seminggu je kt umah...
but imagine dis year! man, 1 whole mnth fastin ere?..fuhh...
raye pon sini...waa..wat an experience...but then ye la..raye kt tmpt org tk mcm raye kt umah kn..
my frens pon ckp don expect too much nnt frust jek byk on the day of eid itself, hahha...
ye la...smyg raye, pastu celebrate gitu2...ok la kot...

but then....pk2 blk nk kmpl duit, ye ah nk bli souvenir pe sume, duit elaun mane ckp seh..
dats y my frens suggested on fruit picking...there wud be a lot to consider tho'...well
i thought i cud b brave enuff to shrug off all consequences...but mieza said, if we work it'll hav to start during we pose n even on the day of raya itself..! ogm! i cnt raye while fruit picking! jz imagine how pathetic and sad i'l look like..nOOoooooo! no can do..
guess i'l hav to find another job eyy...? hehhe...i cant forego the one day that we're supposed to celebrate our success of fasting 1 whole mnth! (yeah..yeah..excluding some days, haha.. )

enuff for today...
byee~



Saturday, 23-Sep-2006 07:22 Email | Share | | Bookmark
~a lyric to ponder~

no great fan pon of siti but well...i really like dis song, kinda deep kn...

siti nurhaliza-biarlah rahsia

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
berada di tempat ku
membayangkan pahit manis berlaku
tiada siapa yang tahu

mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
tak kan tugumu kebal
tiada pertimbangan

**
keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiadaku menjauhi

***
dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantasku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

semakin aku hitung dalam cinta
tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta

**
keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiada ku menjauhi

***
dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

oooooo

***
dan kisah ku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku...

ala...it's not pasted here to be compared to my life pon...
but still...it's der for a purpose i guess...


Tuesday, 1-Aug-2006 06:22 Email | Share | | Bookmark
...me thinkin n thinkin...

tak tahu la...skng nih im very fed up wif meself...
i wan smthg really bad but then wat do u do wen u start to become really bored?
u try so hard to be patient n the more u try the more angry-for-no-reason u become...

there are so many things in life that u wan to make it right all the time...
but the fact is u cant...

it'so difficult to make someone understand u...
understand ur heart...understand the views that u have about life...
u can't really expect people to swallow evrything whole and agree with you...

all my life i am forever surrounded by people who are loud and happy-go-lucky..
if not i make sure my friends are like that...
i seem to blend wif them so well...

maybe because i, myself am a bit quiet...
those people actually bring out the best in me...
whenever i'm wif them i feel happy,
just loving every moment..

i miss my arwah abg amin...
my prayers will always be with him...
cant imagine the feeling of losing ur own flesh n blood again..
the loss, the pain was so unreal...
may u rest in peace abe min,
amin...

i miss my sister...
she's alive n well i know..
but complications keep her apart..
pity her...
we used to be so close...
hang out together..protecting me
wherever we go..
i can forever be myself wif her...
hope she's doin fine...
love u dearly sis...
for ur information,
im well eventho a bit confused abt my future...
mis u terribly sis...

thank god for the friends that i have now...
i can't imagine my life without them
who could tell never ending stories,
crappin, yappin, all the time...
love 'em...







Tuesday, 9-May-2006 08:40 Email | Share | | Bookmark
~wHat aN eXpErIeNce!!!~

cant' believe how fast time flies!
today it's my last day at Pullenvale State School...
been there only for 6 times to do my research and assignments..
Suzanne Tozer was my cooperating teacher and she's tremendously helpful and kind..
we did a lil' farewell today and i gave suzanne a small gift-bath and shower set and also some Malaysian postcards..to the beautiful and nice kids i gave marshmallows...they were delighted to get 'em..
i wish that one day i cud teach just like suzanne, the children just love her no matter how firm and stern she got. i was fortunate enough to get her as my cooperating teacher and being in a year 1 class too, that's definitely a bonus! i just love kids....they are adorable and so naive..if they do sumthing wrong it is stil acceptable, coz they are learning...i feel like it is our resposibilty to teach them the right things even though sumtimes we do the opposite..it is important to let them know how to decide what is wrong and what's not...
well, there goes me...mumbling away like an old granny, hehe...

here are some pics when i was there, sadly i cudn't snap some more since i was the only one working with suzanne's classroom and didn't get the chance to ask my frens to take more pics of me and the kids and suzanne...but still, im so grateful for everything, alhamdulillah....


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